starlight tears

the white starlight envelops the tears
the tears fall in the warm wind
do you feel it?
this trembling, quiet whisper that is going your way

i draw you on this white paper
the warm smile holds me
is this love?
even when i close my eyes, i see only you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

i'm walking in my memories with you
the tears fill even the deepest area of my heart
what should i do?
even in my dreams, i miss you

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

please look at me, like the faraway stars
can't you be the one that's in my heart

i will be waiting for you
i will wait for you
i don't want to see the tears of pain anymore
you let me know
this love that's like a lie, i'll never let it go
because that love is you

why..?

why you lie to me..

i dont understand..

why you must lie to me???

do you know that i am sad??

i need you!

i love you!

but WHY...?

why you do this to me..

i already miss you .. 

i always love you..

my life feel so empty without you..

but WHY..?

you did not find me.. 

it was me the heart broken..

but it also me looking for you..

am i stupid?

looking for the person who make my heart broken..

but,

what can i do?

i still love him..

yes! 

i love him.

but my heart cant accept him..

its too hurt to accept..

im so confused..

so lonely..

so sad....

WHY it happen to me,,,